It’s been a wild few weeks. Here’s what’s going on. My wife is still under going additional testing but so far she looks like a good candidate for the kidney exchange program. Aka the great kidney swap. 

I met with my regular Nephrologist and he still thinks that I am atleast a year away from actually needing the transplant. But it makes 💯 % sense to have a plan of attack. 

My biggest fear is getting sick to the point where I don’t feel like myself. I don’t want that to happen. I don’t want to become some cranky sick person that is just unhappy about everything. I don’t care so much about being sick....it’s more of the feeling of losing myself. So I have been practicing “the secret” aka “law of attraction”. Focusing on all the things I do want. Putting my time an energy towards those goals. Reclaiming my time. Doing things that make me happy. I just participated in a great conference and you know what - people like me and I am a good time. I am going to hold onto that and keep the positive energy flowing.